I don't. Honestly, I hated autumn. I don't remember enjoying it ever. No happy memory related to it. Nada. For many reason, I dreaded September (even August!). I think the prospect of going to school terrified me. Loosing my freedom, and more importantly being remembered everyday how not-fitting I was in a group of people... Seeing my mom going back in a resigned state (she hates her professor job), and the fact that I had to put cloths on, bleh! Nothing to be exited about.
I slowly start to detach myself from those fears... I've stop going to school for years now! At this point, I really think I'm traumatized. Oh well!
Now that I can
I don't know why but I was convinced that Mabon was tomorrow. Oh well!
We'll feast tomorrow as planned!
Hope you spent a lovely day, and enjoy the full moon light!
I'm sorry fall doesn't hold happy memories for you! I have to admit, I'm one of those who loves it. Here in VA, it's our prettiest time of year with highs in the 70s and low humidity, cool windy nights. Plus, I love apples and pumpkins. :) I hope you can redeem the season with your children, creating fun new memories for them!
ReplyDeleteFirst, sorry to hear you have bad memories of Autumn, it is my favorite season, sweater weather(even though here in NJ for the past several years it seems almost like we go right from summer to winter temperature wise), nice evening walks, smelling the smoke from people's woodstoves or fireplaces. the colors! I have to ask because you put it out there...
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are you all nudists?
Anyway, try thinking of things you like that are related to Autumn and perhaps if you concentrate on those it will feel better. a cup of Apple cider, pumpkin pie or cookies
a favorite blanket. the moon being closer to the earth :) I do not know what else you may like.
What is Mabon? I am here for the PM post. But this caught my eye also :)
Susan
I am another who doesn't love autumn. The main reason is that it means the cold weather is on its way. And well I hate the cold. I am hoping that this year will be better as we are finally in a house where the wind doesn't blow thru and I have a studio finally where I can go to get away from it all.
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