Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Blessed Mabon Everyone!

Most people I know loves autumn. The colors, the relief of too much warm weather...

I don't. Honestly, I hated autumn. I don't remember enjoying it ever. No happy memory related to it. Nada. For many reason, I dreaded September (even August!). I think the prospect of going to school terrified me. Loosing my freedom, and more importantly being remembered everyday how not-fitting I was in a group of people... Seeing my mom going back in a resigned state (she hates her professor job), and the fact that I had to put cloths on, bleh! Nothing to be exited about.

I slowly start to detach myself from those fears... I've stop going to school for years now! At this point, I really think I'm traumatized. Oh well!

Now that I can burry leave this behind, I start to enjoy the leaves turning red and gold. But there's still a lot of work to do!

I don't know why but I was convinced that Mabon was tomorrow. Oh well!
We'll feast tomorrow as planned!

Hope you spent a lovely day, and enjoy the full moon light!


  1. I'm sorry fall doesn't hold happy memories for you! I have to admit, I'm one of those who loves it. Here in VA, it's our prettiest time of year with highs in the 70s and low humidity, cool windy nights. Plus, I love apples and pumpkins. :) I hope you can redeem the season with your children, creating fun new memories for them!

  2. First, sorry to hear you have bad memories of Autumn, it is my favorite season, sweater weather(even though here in NJ for the past several years it seems almost like we go right from summer to winter temperature wise), nice evening walks, smelling the smoke from people's woodstoves or fireplaces. the colors! I have to ask because you put it out there...


    are you all nudists?

    Anyway, try thinking of things you like that are related to Autumn and perhaps if you concentrate on those it will feel better. a cup of Apple cider, pumpkin pie or cookies
    a favorite blanket. the moon being closer to the earth :) I do not know what else you may like.

    What is Mabon? I am here for the PM post. But this caught my eye also :)

  3. I am another who doesn't love autumn. The main reason is that it means the cold weather is on its way. And well I hate the cold. I am hoping that this year will be better as we are finally in a house where the wind doesn't blow thru and I have a studio finally where I can go to get away from it all.


Thanks for commenting!

Intense Debate Comments

About Me

My photo
I'm a 23 yr old mommy of two little pixies, sharing my life with my best friend. We live in La Belle Province, French is our first language. In the middle of nursing and caring for a toddler's need, I sew, draw, paint, and take pictures to tell. We also struggle to live an healthy life, apparently surrounded by people that doesn't care much, and we're on budget, too!


2nd About me activity air alar altar alternative apples apron art astrology Aux Demilunes avatar baby baby food beach bedding Beltane birth stories Birthday Crown birthdays bloomers Blue body painting books boy bread breadmaking breastfeeding Butterbeer and Fantomp cake cake toppers camera Candy Fairy Cauldron celebration child's craft children's book children's cloth cloth cubes clothing collage cookies cooking Costume Craft craft room creature crochet crown cupcakes cushions decor dessert diapers diner dinning table diy DIY day Dollhouse dolls dragon drawing dreadlocks dress earth eco education elementals elf etsy update fabric fairy fall felt felt food fire flower food Full moon art fun furniture gardening gift gifts girl girl room giveaway glass god granola green Guest Post Halloween handmade gift Harry Potter harvest heart herbs holidays home hoodie Imbolc inspiration island jewelry kid kid toys kid's art kitchen kitchen witchery knitting landscape less meat Litha lunch Mabon Magic make your monday Mariann the photographer Master Bedroom maternity Maypole meditation Mother Earth move my project under 15 necklace needlefelting onesie orange organization Ostara pagan painting path peg personal photoshot pink pixie suit plaid play kitchen playing with you food plush Pointed Hat pointed hood Poppet Potion pregnancy pretend play pumpkin punk Québec Quidditch quilt rag quilt rant recipe reinvented retro-cooking month review rhythm right now I AM ritual sabbath Samhain sea sea house seasons sewing sharpies shoes shop siblings skirt soap something about me spellbook spells spinning spirited child spring strawberries swap swaps sweater tattoo tea tea party the color red The Crafty Witch the horde of angry pagans this moment Thrifty finds to-do list toddler toddler crafts toy toymaking tradition tutorial tutu unicorn vacation valentine Waldorf Waldorf doll wand water watercolor Wish list Witch witchy things wood painting wooden toys yarn along yarn along. crochet yellow yoga Yule