Monday, February 8, 2010

Lost.


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It's the first time I feel such a lost. I find it really hard to handle. I'm in physical pain since Friday. My chest, my back and my head hurts a lot, all the time. I don't sleep really well, I'm tired, and my morning sickness came back.

That aunt never was my real blood aunt. She was the mother of my cousin, but she was separated from her father for a really long time, maybe 2 years after my cousin was born. Her name was Lucie. She was the one taking care of me when my mom worked, since I was 6 month old. I would sleep over hers every Saturday. She was the person making the best crêpes I ever taste. She was the only one forcing me to brush my teeth. I'd wake up on every Ostara to find decorated eggs and plushes on our breakfast table. Cause she was the kind to prepared the breakfast table before going to sleep, so all we needed to do was to get the milk out of the fridge.

Together, my mother and her helped each other, as they were both single mothers. She went back to school at 40 and worked as a secretary in a hospital.

She did so much in her local home town that the current major wants to give her name to something in the town; a new park, perhaps. She was in all the comity there was and she was really attached to her heirlooms.

She was a positive person, generous and comprehensive. I'll truly miss her. A lot.

2 comments:

  1. I am so sorry, It sounds like she was an amazing woman to have in your life and that she her influence will continue on.

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